All I wanted to do was go to Church and recharge my batteries...what I got on the other had was a bitch on a power trip. (I know thats not very Christmas of me but really...Ive had enough of this women (my whole life) and Im gonna tell the story cause I wanna!
We arrive at Church a half and hour early (because the girls were to sing in the choir and because Mapleton really should have built a bigger Catholic church way back when...theres never any seating) anyway the girls go up to the choir loft to sing. Daniel and I stood down stairs in the entrance for almost a half an hour and then I remember...there are pew's in the choir loft! So I aprouch and usher and ask...is it possible for us to sit upstair?! She says...let me go check! She comes back down and says yes, room for 8. So myself, Daniel and one of my Mom's old friends and her family all go up.
Before we can even get to the pew's Mrs." My Shit dont stink" sticks her long nose out and says "oh no, no, no you are not sitting up here" Confused, I say "why not?"..".well because you can just take those chair's downstairs and sit in them"
At this point I want to cry (cause thats just me and I have no stress level left after everything this year) but Im not going to. Last I checked I was in a church... arnt you suppose to be welcomed? So I calmly say "No the usher came up here to see if there was room and she told us to come up" She stands in our way again! "No, Chiars!!!" she says. Ok, we are not dogs nor is she the Pope! Had she asked nicley or or once not walked around with her nose in the air, I may have handled this better. However, now is not the time to be a bitch directly to me...I will not take it...just so everyone knows.
I go to walk past her (after all Im a Mom who has 2 children up there, Im not a weirdo and there is plenty of room not anywhere near were they are) she stops me again.
No... Nope... I'm not going to stand for this! So, I refrain from just taking out the whole year of 2011 on her, only because we are in a church. I go back to Daniel and say we are taking the girls and we are leaving. This time I walk past her and take my girls to the side. I explain to them that we will be going to Danbury to church (which was fine with them because they didnt want to sing anyway and generally thats were we go) and we leave. On my way out I mention to the usher that maybe they need to find a chior director for the children who is not a huge rip. She shakes her head as if to agree and says to me "please dont leave because of her" and I say "I have to...I just need to go cry"
And I did.
I cried out of frustraition after all...I just wanted to go to Chruch. This was the last thing I needed.
But, in a way I'm happy it happened. After I stopped and reflected after along Chat with my Aunt Cindy I realize that this town is a click. I big fat clickey I'm better then you town and Im sick of it. Im happy it happened because I had been debating on wether or not to join Mapleton or Danbury even though it was always a no brainer....Danbury!
Im over this town...Im over the people who think they are better. I CAN NOT WAIT to move out to the country and just be US!!! Im ready to no longer have a Mapleton address! If a F3 tornado with no deaths and all the other freak accident deaths that happen in this town cant open peoples snoody eyes then Im not sure anything ever will...sad but true.
Ok enough of that now on to Christmas! :)
The girls were completely spoiled by grandma and grandpa AGAIN! :) Ethan had his first Christmas and Santa even stopped by. It really was a great time! But the best part is that we are all my Dad was still here and doing well after his heart attack following the tornado!
Hope everyone had a great Christmas eve free of snooty people and with all of their loved ones :)
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