A Prayer For Speed

Daniel and I have an acreage we are dreaming about...and tonight I heard someone else was heading to look at it. I think it pushed me over the edge so to say. I'm so ready to be out of here...I think its sad this was our home the place we fixed up with  one year old Paytin under our feet, the place we brought newborn Avary home to, the place we celebrated 6 Christmases, so many birthdays, happy and sad times...but now? Now it feels like an empty shell. It makes me sad to be here and the waiting is endless.  Don't get me wrong...I get we are lucky to be alive, lucky we had insurance when so many did not and lucky to have found such an experienced lawyer to help us get what we need out of the insurance company but it's still endless. We had just got back on our feet after realizing our mistake in trying to own two trucks. No more the two days before the tornado I said to Daniel there we are all caught up...figures dosnt it. haha.  Anyway the girls and I went and drove by it just cause I have to much else I should be doing but dont want to be doing it...it seemed like a welcome escape. On the way back we stopped at the church and lit a few candles for speed in our case. I seem to have a direct line with God most of the time when I pray there and Im hoping the line is still open!  Im putting this in Gods hands from now on so say a little prayer for us if you could we need all the help we can get to hopefully be out of this house and on with our lives by July...

Oh and the other person looking at it...I found out they are going to keep looking!!! YAY